Just Another Runner’s Perspective By: Gale Fischer September 2012
Running Without Fear
“We will not tire, we will not falter, and we will not fail.”
--Bush
September 11, 2001, 6:00 PM: Two running friends joined me at Lakeview High School’s football field for our running group’s weekly track workout. We chatted about the day’s events as we waited to see if others in our group would join us. We were not sure what kind of participation we would have that evening after the day's events. The sun radiated its warm, comfortable glow on us and there wasn’t a trace of cloud cover in the sky. The weather seemed typical for a late-summer day in West Michigan, with temperatures steady near 80 degrees, but this was not in any way a typical day.
I was just a few weeks into a new teaching job. Establishing a new working routine was not the smoothest of transitions. My daily run turned into a coping mechanism those first few weeks as I sorted through the skills and preparation needed to get through each day. As I made the short drive to my elementary school building this Tuesday morning, it was a bit of dejavu as I prepared myself mentally for another day of teaching. In just a few short hours, a senseless and cowardly act of terrorism would create a huge turning point for our nation, changing our world forever.
There is a stigma of events such as 9/11, which leave a lasting impression on our minds and souls. Similar events such as the death of JFK and Elvis Presley and the attack on Pearl Harbor carve a permanent page in our memory, with most individuals recalling where they were and what they were doing when they first heard news of these events. Because of the generation that I am a member of, I have no recollection of Pearl Harbor or the assassination of JFK, so it is difficult for me to compare 9/11 to these events. It is, however, the most significant event that I have witnessed in my lifetime, stopping the world in its tracks briefly and changing the course of history.
Most individuals who are old enough to remember the events of 9/11 have experienced the changes that have had a profound impact on our world. For those who were born after this significant day and for those not old enough to remember, these changes are simply part of their lives, and they know no differently. Technology has taken on a new niche since 9/11 that would leave us helpless if it were not here now. I often wonder how much the attacks on our home turf that day influenced these changes in our technology. Have these advances occurred as a result of the need for our intelligence to monitor and collect data to prevent future attacks? We are able to communicate with others, share and access information, all with a click of a button on electronic devices without being restricted to a wire hookup coming from a wall. There have been improvements in the medical field as well since 9/11, in particular prosthetics, as soldiers are coming home having lost limbs. These improvements have spilled over into our society in general, as civilians also benefit from these medical breakthroughs. Other obvious changes have impacted the procedures and policies for traveling nationally and internationally. Our economy has also taken a direct hit because of what happened on September 11, 2001. The running community has felt an impact since 9/11, with increases in the number of runners and the number of marathons, as well as races of other distances. It seems as if individuals’ ideas about money, health, and bucket lists have been molded by the events of that September day, making running a viable, affordable, and healthy hobby. Good or bad, these changes that were set into motion eleven years ago are here to stay.
An array of emotions poured through my body in the hours preceding the attacks. Those emotions included fear, anger, sadness, numbness, uncertainty, and denial, as it felt like the images I was witnessing on television were more like watching a movie than viewing actual events unfold. I had planned on meeting up with my running buddies for the 6 PM track workout when the day began, but this became an afterthought when news of the attacks was first brought to my attention. As my workday ended, I knew that a run with some of my friends was just what I needed. As I drove to the track that afternoon, my feelings of uncertainty were introduced again as each gas station I drove by displayed spikes in price, doubling the prices that were on display eight hours earlier.
Adam Sherk and Jim Lawrence were there waiting when I arrived at the track. There were only three of us, but we were well represented in terms of age group and pace. Adam, who was twenty-seven years old, had run a 2:57 marathon in 2000 and would run a 2:43 a few weeks later in Chicago. Jim Lawrence had run a 4:27 marathon in 1999 at the age of 49. I had clocked a 3:50 marathon in 2000 at the age of 31. We waited about five minutes and decided to begin our warm-up. The conversations that take place during a run can vary in topic and length, but obviously the topic this day centered on the collapse of the WTC and the plane that crashed into the Pentagon.
There are those individuals who have a direct connection to 9/11, having known someone personally whose life was taken as a direct result of the attacks. The impact on the lives of these individuals is very profound. I do feel that what the terrorists did that day took a small part of the lives of every US citizen, whether or not the life of a friend or family member was taken from them. Our freedom and way of life took a hit.
Adam, Jim, and I were able to talk through the events of the day because of our running routine. The running schedule for all three of us that day differed because of our ability levels and pace goals, but none of that mattered. We opted out of our workout agendas and spent the next forty-five minutes running at a conversational pace as we shared our thoughts of this historic day. We talked about the emotions we were dealing with, who was responsible, and what the immediate and long-term future might look like because of the catastrophic events of the day. The conversation and time spent running didn’t take away the shock that the three of us and the rest of the nation were dealing with, but the forty-five minutes on the track that day left me feeling a little calmer as I drove home that evening. The terrorists who crashed three planes into the WTC, the Pentagon, and a field in Pennsylvania took something away from all of us that day, but they didn’t take away our daily routine. Adam, Jim, I, and many other individuals went for a run that day and in the days to follow, showing the terrorists that they had not defeated us.
Although our world was rocked that day, eleven years later there is a sense of normalcy. In the days, weeks, months, and years that have followed, a daily running routine has helped many to deal with the results of 9/11. For many, running was a routine that they had already established. For others, running was a routine that they decided to begin because of the impact 9/11 had on their lives.
Life is precious, and running is one of many ways to enjoy it. If you happen to go for a daily run on September 11, 2012, take a few quiet minutes to give thanks for the freedom to enjoy this great sport, a freedom that the terrorists did not take from us that historic day.
It is impossible to remember each and every run since I first laced up my running shoes back in October of 1997. There are particular memories associated with some of those runs that allow me to recall specific details. Just as I will always remember where I was and what I was doing when I first heard of the attacks on September 11, 2001, I will always remember the run that I shared with Adam and Jim later that afternoon.
KEEP RUNNING!!
Until next time, this has been just another runner’s perspective.